owh owh~

jus drop by here....long time no spend my time on blogging lur...i think Quit to writting it....jus rethink bck the memories will make me unhappy onli....So no more turn bck no more look bck ~ i should appreciate wat i hav now....the onli guy can giv me full of love try the best to giv me happiness....thx alot....^_* jus wishing all the best and good luck come over for me tis year....tataz....will bck here again if freee....cheers!!! =D

insomnia @-@

how many daY i've been not sleep well....huh,insomnia ....haiz....hate tis feeling much much once brake up! ! i know Everyone goes through it at least once in their life but me most many times. ..(-_-;) but it make me more stronger more mature go through the life...i can think alot-alot oF dream tat i wan to achieve...Sometime human become more greedy once the dream tat they wan achieve become more high and harder....but then we must set a goal to Face it....i love challenging actually,i must force myself to get wat i wan wat i needed by myself without hoping others to giving me.....>.< i wish to be a ''superwomen'' one day.....My interest is in the future because I am going to spend the rest of my life there..The future is not a gift But it is an achievement...without a high education,i wont look down myself tat i cant ....confident make success ^-^ i believe tat~Losers live in the past. Winners learn from the past and enjoy working in the present toward the future. Yeaaa!!! wish my dream come true,I hope reli hope tat i can pasT my interview soon,God pls lead me.....the Job important for me started my new life.....i m freedom to do wat should i do now....i wont think anyone can controling my choice...my future is on my hand...Forcing self for half year mean i waste my time half year jus lik a blank paper without fill anything on it....omg! no,no,no....tis is a best time go for it.....They who lose today may win tomorrow...all the best for my choice^-^  well..Relationships are like glass. Sometimes it's better to leave them broken than try to hurt yourself putting it back together. Lets talk bout the relationship soon....hiak hiak. 2moro were never to come, it would not be worth living today. Soo...Light tomorrow with 2day!  (^_−)−☆

明知不可以，何必在一起。。。。

有些人，你明明知道不可以，但你还是爱了，有些爱，你明明知道淡了，但你还是依然坚持，有些坚持，你明明知道注定失败，但你还是不能释怀。   

多 少人，总是在一段感情结束之后，才知道原来不爱，才知道彼此相处到最后，得到的不是长相厮守，而是伤害，曾经甜蜜的海誓山盟，瞬息让痛苦变成了永恒。多少 人，为了一时寂寞，选择了一个错误的人，又因为这个错误的人，伤痛了一生。试问一下，那些曾经因错误抉择而伤痛的人们，当初明知彼此不可以，为何选择在一 起？如果是为自己的人生留有一段美好的回忆，那么为何在一段感情结束之后，却会独自叹息？  

很多时候，我们选择在一起，或许真的想得到一个完美的结局，可是当我们真正走到一起的时候，才发现，彼此原来不可以，转身离去，却难以放弃，选择放弃，却 久久不能忘记，原以为放弃一段感情，是暂时的泪滴，而非痛苦的延续，可是当你真正放弃的时候，才发现，原本快乐的心，从此闯入了忧伤的领地，等真正清醒的 时候，才明白，曾经的放弃，却成为了一生的悔意。  

选择相爱，就不要去幻想别离，若要别离，就不要选择在一起，因为没有结果的相聚，伤害的不仅仅是别人，还有一个你。真正相爱的人，不会选择别离，哪 怕外界有多么大的诱惑力，他们都会至死不渝的在一起，他们会因为彼此的转身离去而感到无比的孤寂；因寂寞相聚的人，他们即使选择在一起，，也注定不会有结 局，他们的相聚，也只不过是为了填补内心的空虚，等彼此不再孤寂，相处也就变成了他们共同的坟地。   

明明知道不可以，就不要选择在一起，相爱不是别离，更不是没有结果的相聚，它需要的是相守的两人能够向着共同的目标，不断的努力去争取。选择了在一起，就要在快乐时光里相娱相乐，更要在痛苦的日子里相扶相持。   

如 果你深深地爱着一个爱你的人，就和他永远的走下去吧，你可能爱他只有一点点，或许对于他来说，你就是他的整片蓝天。爱上一个人需要的是一段过程，爱一个人 却需要相伴一生，如果不能确定能否白头偕老，就不要去盲目的享受这个过程，因为没有结果的初衷永远不会带来那份真挚的爱情。   

因为可以，我们选择在一起；因为在一起，我们才知道彼此不可以，没有结局，就要放弃，因为相处下去只会是痛苦的延续。   

明知不可以，就不要在一起，即使相处到最后也注定不会有完美的结局，与其哭着面对彼此的别离，不如在一段没有结果的感情开始之前，就微笑着对彼此说一句 “对不起，我们注定不可以。”

No life~ No soul.....

 As i know in  ❤  ,it is better to know and be disappointed than to not know and always wonder....thinking and thinking And keep thinking i found tat im lost my way.....Since las nite thinking until now,tomoro,next year and bla bla bla....once we lost something imporatnt in our life,we will feel the life is ntn feel lik no more soul to go on...Haiz... Emo-ing ~_~ emo-ing ~_~ skip to doing my report tonite and come my page to Viewing some memories tat i hav leaving here。 。 。WeLL, Memory is a way of holding on to the things we ❤...the things we are,the things we never want to lose.....=[  So,although it was past a day past an hour past for min or sec...But it owes live in my memories...

 i have done editing tis to post in FB~ but end up wif ''quarrel'' So jus leave it here as memories....~_~

7.12.2010* Rmb the day it was a public holiday~spending the day wif him...=) 

 take 1 =)

 take 2 ^0^

 take 3....Smile ^____^

Semester Brake

Having a good-good holiday~ stay at my mum village for a moment ...super boring de lor @-@ wat can do, not alway beside helping them...try my best can acc my mummy help she doing all thing tat no one ever can help her....huhu^o^

my mum villagge view...wat a nice rainbow after stop raining (=

    ❤ my bro Pinky.... owes drive it go to shop ~ hehe.  it can attract alot of gal gal oooo....especially those secondary student....tot leng zai inside but is ugly gal pulak....@-@

balik kampung oso mus act like village gal~ without make up every day,phew feeling good! !

yeapi ~ go town lor...go play play....freedom! too bored at village ler....

going to beach drink ABC....^___^

celebrate kok hua birthday at SECRET.....tell u secret here too....the food ahhhh super not nyamai lor! service oso lausy lik hell....omg!! no 2nd time step there lor ....=/

 drinking pearl milk tea 8 QK wif my babe =)

and then hav a fun nite 8 virgo ^^woohoo....

spending my day wif my best fren & sister~ me and yin yin goin to wash hair cos whether is super hot geh....but then sun bian set curly too la.....change image owh...~

then evening goin to beach >photoshoot< for fun nia lar...kekeke....

few pic to share^^

 * special edit for him ....getting old lor.....HappY Birthday ,Dear ❤ wish can every year celebrating birthday wif u ^^ muaksss..... dont worry be HAPPY ^__^

October activity =)

B4 bck hometown for holiday,I date my old classmate and tgt Go shopping ler.... HuHu!!

 Yeah,,,KCH im coming....meet all buddies^___^

 

 ME~ lets HinG-Hung~

 judy&me

 lina&me

 jimmy&me

 Girls pic entry.....^^

 nex day~ karaoke mood ON! platform here we come ;)

 my natural Day without make up...♥ it~

 Sempat photoshoot gok>.< my fren as photographer booking me early b4 im bck le....So jus photoshoot for fun 8 carpenter street lor...invite judy join too...=)

 my potrait ^_*

 meeeee ;-)

 hehex,hand itchy play with the camera....tis pic took by me and edited by hung hung=)

after finis shooting,all of us take a rest and lim tea chit chat =D 

 

mummy,daddy&dear dear reach kch lor=) time to become >good girl< le...lolx...We having our dinner at taman kereta,Mummy fav place ler....ABC (=

after Dinner,,we goin Spring shopping...>.< wiF dear dear wearing Couple shirt ooo♥

 

 Yeah,,finally receive my i-pad =) but till now haven put song inside gok,stil blur using I-tunes bah...How hor,so complicated de ler~,~ phew...

 Good bye ^^ leaving here forever...bring alot alot of memories for me... miSS all my fren too~ Daddy mummy is ready to move,move to Bintulu le~

 on the way~ =) take pic wif dear dear in the Car ...♥

 woohooo,reach bintulu le....can say is my hometown although not stay so longer b4....but my mummy village there ,so lor...@_@ heee,,meet all my family member& We having lunch at happy garden=) wanna spending my holiday wif them =) i'm appreciate the TIME~ ~ ~